Sick of you. @ 1:21 AM

Whats happening to me huhs ?

I used to be so strong,

but lately I feel so weak.

All the stress brings me down,

It gives me no choice,

I cant seem to speak my mind,

I just can't find my voice.
Something else I got to hide,

besides the smile I used to have,

but now it's hid behind,the other part of me,

the person I pretend to be?

So you dont see my tears,

I fight all my fears,

I can't show emotion,

so I store it all inside,

but when It builds up,

I breakdown.

I tried to explain,

but they just don't understand

Tears in my eyes

on the pillow they land.
Actually i dnt know what's bothering me.

I just feel like crying my whole heart out.

Its sucky to feel this way.

I go to bed crying and

wakes up to a whole new day,
hoping it will be better,

but finds out it's all still the same.

Sick of you. @ 12:04 AM

If our love was a fairytale.

I would charge in and rescue you

On a yacht baby we would sail

To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies

they would look like you

It'd be so beautiful if that came true

You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless

You're everything good in my life

you leave me breathless

I still can't believe that you're mine

So beautiful you're leaving me Breathless

And if our love was a story book

We would meet on the very first page

The last chapter would be about

How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes

I would fall deeper watching you give life

You don't even know how very special you are

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me

You're like an angel

The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me

You're something specialI only hope that

I'll one day deserve what you've given me

But all I can do is try

Every day of my life

Sick of you. @ 4:28 PM

I love alcohol nowadays.
Especially with those loud music and lighthings.

Those colourful lighting makes life colourful.

The turns in my head makes me high .

Drink them up till we fall down.

I love alcohol,

I swill it on my gums,

It seems to soothe the pain inside,

It always makes me numb.

It helps reduce my stresses,

My voice gets strong, my muscles pump,

I move so fast ,I'm legless.

It helps me make decisions.

It always makes me frisky.

I love alcohol. Especially when I'm pissed.

It helps me stay in balance,Sure,

I wobble once or twice,

It's in keeping with the parlance.

But, eveytime i go to the ladies

i look at myself in the mirror.

I even asked myself ,

''who are you?''

At times , i feel like crying .

Even on the dance floor.

I dont know why Im acting this way.

Its just not myself.

I enjoyed everytime i hit the club but hey,

ill regret the next day.

I dont know why .

I drink and hit the dance floor .

Drunk and tired , flag a cab.

Once i get home , washed up before going to bed.

It has been going on that way nowadays.

I'm happy though.

Sick of you. @ 1:43 PM

Supperclub.
Yesterday wasnt a good night.

Thankyou fuckers for spoiling our day.

Our Night party ended because of you people.

Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.

***

assssssssssssssholeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

why?why?why?why?why?why?why?why?

why drama?

why ?

why say this and that when you dont mean it?

why ?

WHY?WHY ?

Waah-seeh-ahhhhhh!

Sick of you. @ 2:39 PM

Its Friday !

& Im boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed (:

I want to eat ice creaamm ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

Sick of you. @ 10:23 PM

Fahmi,
You're not giving problems to to me alone .
You're adding on to my Family problems.
You're troubling them too .
How dare you broke thier hearts just because
you're not appease that i leave you.
You said I wasnt matured enough.
I was being rather matured to leave you ,
I need to work and i want to upgrade myself but
you're the one stopping me .
& I'm matured enough to think whats best for me and my family.
Infact , you are the one acting like a kid.
After the break up, u kept on bothering me.
You threatened me .
You said that you are;
not letting me go untill i decide to patch things up with you,
Will haunt me throughout my life.
Threatened me that you will leave this world.
& when things dont go your way,
you'll to the bad way as to use
the ''BlackMagic''.
That was the reason you asked me to pray hard .
I thank you for doing this to me,Fahmi.
I believe matured guys wont to this ,
infact thhy will just accept the fact that thier relationship
didnt work out and would try and improve themselves.

Perhaps it's how you said it or perhaps it's what you said .

But when I heard your voice that day my heart was filled with dread.

Those words served as a warning ,

I'm forever on my guard.

I try to not be paranoid but you make that very hard.
I know this picture's not quite right.
I'm sick of your delusion , you're causing too much strike.

Just get the hell away from me and stay the hell out of my life.

It would be so much simpler

If you'd just go away now.

Just keep this between the two of us.

You can slink off by yourself,

Go play elsewhere for a time.

Just go away. Please

Go away.

Go away.

Go away.

Go away.

Go away.

Go away.

Go away.

Go away.

I said again, go away.

I don't want you here.

You suck me dry,

take all the airfrom the skyinvite trouble,

shameand pain into my life.
You're too big to ignore,but I just wish you'd go away.

Sick of you. @ 7:12 PM